happy or sad

pam recently mentioned something that i thought was very true...

the more happiness you get
the more sadness you get

it is not contradicting at all. when something matters to you, you can become very happy easily, and because it matters so much, you get upset easily too.

maybe some things don't matter as much to you, but they are not little things to me. i think i need something but i don't know what is it...